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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

yay! i am so excited about that new year! i have so many things that i want to accomplish. well anyways. this weekend is sydnis party and if you know her, you are invited. i have this GOOOOOORGEOUS dress that i love. ooo but you guys have to wait and see the one that i am wearing to prom. i <3 it soooo much. its drop dead gorgeous and it fits me perfectly and i look fabulous in it. i cant wait till april! so yeah but life is good. i dont care that much about him anymore. i mean dont get me wrong i still like him but not like WHOA DANG! but yep. nxt weekend (the 14) is miriahs quicenerhoweveryouspellit. and the dress that were wearing to that is also equally gorgomosis. then the weekend after that is meagans birthday, but shes not having a party until the weekend after that (the 28) out of respect of grant, b/c thats when his b-day is (the same as meagans-the 21) so all of the weekends in january are booked up. omgsh! christmas was AWESOME! i got a CELL PHONE! so call me like everyday. no im jk but call me. 817.707.2265. and i got $150 for clothes and stuff, i got 2 new CDs, Fall Out Boy, (From Under the Cork Tree) and Cold Play. I was mondo excited! kk well leave lots of lovvverly commentariosss!

okay i guess this will be a icon entry just cuz im such an unbelievably weird mood. i am so happy, the happiest ive been in a long time, but also really sad....and missing him. but whatever...

because i ambest song

does that explain it well enough?

CAMP IS AMAZING!

updating a MONTH later, but thats okay! so life is awesome now cuz i got my girls and i got god, and thats all i need. so camp is officially the best thing that anyone has ever made! and miriah is officially the best friend anyone could ever have. so ya! i love camp. i was there last weekend...omgsh..it was soo amazing. the theme of the weekend was friendship, and having amazing friendships, not only w/ ppl but w/ God too. it was awesome, and i now know that i have the best friends there are and i take them for granted sooo much. all my love to my girls: lindsay, sydni, megan, jordan,miriah, paris, veronica, darla, adrienne, and so so so many more! if i forgottteed you then let me know and i will fosho add you cuz you are amazing. so go to the teen website to see all the great pixx. idk what it is but ill post it as soon as i find out. tonight i might be going over to the wilsons, cuz my bros gots dates...idk who jake is going w/ but jase is going with the one and only beautiful, wonderful, and awesome veronica rene merrick.so another one bites the dust!  i <3 that grl soo much. then tomorrow night me and meg. murr. are going to my moms christmas party and getting drunk of Kaluah cake....man that stuff is crazy good. so we'll have fun then, and we get paid so thatll be awesome. but we have to dress up, i guess thats the price you have to pay. well i have to go now cuz, my fingers hurt even though this entry really isnt that long! well i love you!

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I finally decided to write him a letter..i can ALMOST promise that this will be the last thing about him....

Kevin,

I hate the fact that I never got to know you as well as others. I hate the fact that you had to go. I hate the fact that you were only 14 and an innocent accident took your life. I love the fact that you made so many people laugh. I love the fact that you loved everyone so much. I love the fact that you were Kevin. Kevin, I knew you for what? 5 years? and there are so many things that remind me of you....I was in the Disney Store today and I was in tears because of all the Mickey Mouses that were in there. Someone said something about a bike and I started to bawl....Kevin! I miss you. You made lunch fun! I will never forget the last thing that you said to me... you poured water on the ground in front of me and said, " HA HA HA!! LOOK!!! YOU PEED ON YOURSELF! HA HA HA!!" and i got so mad...but it was so funny that i laughed for a long time... Kevin, you always made me laugh... you made everyone laugh! Everyone had a crush on Kevin, even the straight guys couldnt resist you! Kevin For President, K-mart Man, Mickey Mouse....

KEVIN CARTER WOOD! I LOVE YOU!!

lost but NEVER EVER forgotted